єνσιšм: I gave u my most valuable treasure.. my heart .. and you tossed it away because i meant nothing to you ..

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Hello im Mentally crazy and bored guy like me you won't wanna know. First cried on 20/09/90. Background: Crazy Racer ?
Currently Occupation student of Ite college central,
Im a very easy-going person. dislike liar -betray- backstabber , 24/7 Crazy thinker.
Can be as good as you think,
And can also be as bad as you wont wanna know. I love cycling in day and night . Styling hair in the toilet at least 10 mins
is my habit, so don't try to rush me.
And i can drag to half and hour if i haven complete my hairdo. The hairdo i've made is the finest
and most artistic artpiece or art work i've ever made.
i might be cocky sometime cause i cock alot ._. , but thats not what you think.
think me from the inside out. I dont smoke neither drink. I've made myself clear for who i am.

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Monday, May 14, 2012

song by: Adele - someone like you . She was my angle at first sight. She is smart , gracious , filial , well behaved , elegant and capable. She is one and only i wont feel hated .. She is one and only I've done so much and gave out without any regret. but just wrong timing, and regret doing silly thing there is something always not changed in my personally .. i cant lie to myself as well as her .. It been a year since i've found out my mistake which lie alot in communication .. how??

she tossed away just because i wasn't around to be with her.

LIVING.out.of.REALITY;
9:31 PM

It has been so long since i last updated my blog .. so just start off my first ns life in other island (tekong) , 8 nov 2011 was my last teenage story .. at the very last day before my enlistment.. I went out with her.. to everywhere i wanted to .. just like it was my last day of my life hahas .. after that went to eat ice cream then head back home for a little surprise because i couldn't celebrate her Birthday on 20th nov, sad things.... yeah i bought her the things she always wanted, polariod camera. let it take the picture that can be kept in my wallet . so and some other thing it was a very last minutes. it took 5min for me to get done with the poster, layout "I Love You" made by the light stick . When the clock is still ticking .. How i wish that time could slow down for me a moment. Many things running in my mind, just couldn't say out.. but then i was scared of something. I missed her. How i wish every man doesn't need to serve 2 yrs.. My first day in ns . i was posted to BMTC school 4 (5th company) B2 badge in November. Everything like not used to it in my first day and yeah . she msged me and confront me to get use to it even though its tough there . yup, I just treat like as if it is chalet there ... Everyday the routine not used to it like the timing of waking up early morning, its sucks. waking up early is a need for me to adjust my life there. Day by Day getting tougher each day... all the serg are quite tough. and yeah i realised someone said it is worst if ur kana 5th coy . cos it the toughest coy ever . I was like .. omg i came to the wrong coy . but then slowly after completed all high key event .. reached toward going to pop soon . sergeant became nice and friendly, which i wasnt expected to befriend with them .

LIVING.out.of.REALITY;
9:10 PM

Saturday, September 17, 2011

3 more days to mark the end of my teenage life !
and 52 days entering nightmare . damn..
oh god !!

ps: without you .. i wont explore so many places .. nobody celebrate my bday

like i said . nobody celebrate , no one treat me better den you , with your existence.. i thank you for appearing in my life ...

D: no more childish..

LIVING.out.of.REALITY;
7:30 PM

Sunday, September 11, 2011

hmm.. i dunno how to start it . but i just start it randomly .

hais . since the day we break off .. My day nv had it that fun at all .. all i see is picture of memories.. why am i such a failure bf in r/s ? why every r/s ended so fast ?

I regret tat i made it all because of my one silly mistake .. which i had problem with my communication ..

memories in my mind just kept it in my mind always .

our first meeting on last 3 yrs which is dec 2009 . we celebrate the 2009 new year with you ..

2010 . I had my feeling for you of my though that we would be gd couple cos i felt tat we had lots of common things . 1st 3mth . i choose march cos i waiting for your final exam to finish and on that day your exam finished .. i wanted to confess to you asap but couldnt express it out cos i scare i will regret it if break up .. and not even friends.. and (present now) initially we tried. and result wasnt good ..

2010 october 16 i confessed to you and it wasnt smooth.and i just realized it's number 16 , 16June11 we got tgt.. but 12june i confessed to u again .. but it ended 12 august.. hais..

will continue....

2010 new year also with you .. i wonder 2011 will i celebrate again with you ? i think its hard .

LIVING.out.of.REALITY;
2:21 PM

Sunday, August 21, 2011

i had my pathetic 1 hour sleep last night ,
to be exact , less than one hour .
slept at 4.40 plus and wake up at 5.29am .
wow ... haha .

so ytd woke up , morning call her .. den went to blk 356 bought her food. :D
today i did the same thing .. ^^

but this time i didnt forgot to take spoon for her . sry abt ytd i was in a rush for you knowing u might kill me if im late ..

cos she always have to eat bread .. cant tahan it...

i sent my girl to work today morning,
and she slp in my car .. hmm.. knowing she's tired .. so it's ok ..

LIVING.out.of.REALITY;
6:56 PM

Saturday, August 6, 2011

every quarrel affects me ..
that's why i always try to prevent quarrels .

but when some quarrels are being caused
even after i took so many preventive measures ,
then i realise,
every time this kind of quarrel occurs ,
it firms up my heart ..
trains me to be stronger , getting immune ..

"when i talk to you on the phone , my objective is always you ...

understand my feelings ,
know my character ,
know the way i do things ,
things might be happier .

you might not agree with the way i do things ,
but it's all for your interest ,
trust me , it's not gonna harm you .
sorry if i don't do well enough ,
but i am trying my very best .

LIVING.out.of.REALITY;
6:14 PM

Monday, July 25, 2011

Chances are there so i grab it .^^ nevertheless.. I catch her heart back:D now..
This time my dream finally came true ..

I told myself this wasnt a dream to me .. it was real, just couldnt believe it ..

this accept let me think that how lucky am i to have her in my life .. The most happiest things in life is see her godly smile, makes my good mood to do everything smooth... and i wanna letting ppl know how lucky am i when im with her..:D .seeing her smile brighten up my day . I wish and hope to give the best to you and my happiness to my beautiful girl , baby . =D

alrite peeps . gd nite all ~

LIVING.out.of.REALITY;
12:23 AM